WeeziSbaby
2 min readMar 1, 2020

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Yes!

In my youth,(’70s😎), with drugs everywhere, we had weekend-long sex and drug orgy’s. Our young bodies responded. It brought friendships closer, but that was more in terms of “us against the 'man’”. The sex itself was animalistic in nature, sometimes zombie-like, disconnected from reality…

In my 30s, as a call girl, it was work, and rarely made a good impression on me. Very rarely, though there were some great experiences at home, with roommates and guests, at which time I didn’t indulge in the drug that some others were using…by that time I wanted to really feel everything.

After getting sober, about a year and a half ago, the first 9 months or so were, well, I was an absolute pushover for anyone who smelled nice and had a pleasing appearance.

These days, sex is almost completely about intimacy, a real, almost otherworldly connection, when the rest of the world, outside of our connection, does not exist.

The pleasure of sex, now, is a blend of intimacy, emotional connection, sex, all blended into an feeling composed of those three things, and at least two more that I can’t quite define, so closely intertwined that I can’t tell where one ends and another one starts, nor would I even want to analyze it, for it would then be ruined…

Yael, you read my mind, and put it in your own words…

I no longer, and haven’t for many years, feel a persistent urge for sex. I think about it, still have to always wear a liner, but don’t want to just jump a bone, or dive, head first, into a comely muff… I, less frequently, take a chance on someone I feel, who seems to feel me…

Ahh, well…Peace Love Kindness Respect the more you give the more you get 😍 start with yourself 😉

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WeeziSbaby
WeeziSbaby

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Bye y'all. it's been real. I have a new Chromebook, but I prefer to write these little "aside" pieces on my phone, curled up in my comfy chair. always love; w

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