WeeziSbaby
1 min readJan 30, 2020

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I’m so happy for you, that you are coming to terms with it, and healing! 😍

I had completely repressed the violent rapes of 25/30 years ago.

I was riding in a van with other women veterans back from our medical appointments. I don’t know how we got on to the subject, but one woman related to me the story of her rape,(singular), and being on disability for PTSD.

I didn’t have any vivid memories, right away, but I began to weep. The memories were right there, on the edge of coming back, threatening my grip on myself.

I held it together until I got home, alone…

The dam burst. The vivid memories, reliving each one, overwhelmed me. I melted into a shapeless blob of tears and snot.

I wasn’t able to talk to my therapist about it, without becoming a quivering blob, for weeks.

Well, there’s a lot more, but I just wanted you to know that I get it.

Peace Love Kindness Respect the more you give the more you get 😍 (start with yourself 😉).

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WeeziSbaby
WeeziSbaby

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Bye y'all. it's been real. I have a new Chromebook, but I prefer to write these little "aside" pieces on my phone, curled up in my comfy chair. always love; w

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