I’m a 60 year old, ex-call-girl. Left on my own to survive in a big city, in the 90s, I couldn’t get hired for a 'normal' job. Life is expensive in the city…

At first, I only consumed a limited amount of alcohol and coke,(that’s what my clients,(almost all of them), were doing. It was, after all, my paid duty to make them happy…

Within a year, I was keeping a bottle of bourbon in my car at all times…

I felt, and was, forced to have sex with multiple strange men, one or two times a week. I was forced by financial needs, but forced, nevertheless…

When I retired, to NC, I didn’t have any kind of sex with anyone for twenty years…

Lately, having gotten sober in a 12-step group, I’m beginning to get my life, my feelings, in order.

I now have the occasional hookup, with mostly, but not exclusively, men.

They sometimes tell a sad story, trying to appeal to my sympathy…

In fact, last night, a young man,(late 30s?), Who lives nearby and is in the same 12-step group, called me with a story about his mother dying, and wanted to “come over and talk.” 🙄😏

He was obviously lying. I saw the moment of recognition in his expression when he realized that I knew it was just a story. And his shy, eyes-down smile as he simultaneously realized that I was going to go along with it because I just like him. I had slept with him once before, a few months ago…

I quite enjoyed him and felt no pressure, of any kind…

He was just feeling a little down and needed “Weezie” to help him feel better… Without being married, it’s nice to have some time, occasionally, with a considerate, handsome, not stuck-up, with a fat, perfect-length, well…😏

Ultimately, it’s about no pressure, comfort, and a genuine desire to to please and take comfort, in equal measure. Any other, negative, motives, such as selfishness, or unrealistic expectations,being involved leaves one unsatisfied…

Comfort and ease, Peace Love Kindness Respect, the more you give, the more you get 😍