I can’t empathize, as I’m a natural B-cup, but I sympathize with your plight.
Congratulations on your courage. You are amazing!
I knew a woman in San Diego, in the late 80s/early 90s. She was my neighbor, in a duplex where I rented the front apartment and she, the back one.
In 1993 I was beginning hormone therapy for a transition from MtoF.
As my breast buds were beginning to bloom, then grow, she took my hand and led me to her apartment, saying, “I have to show you something.”
In her living room she pulled off her t-shirt and pulling up her bra, with a delighted smile, she showed me the scars,(very faded at that time), of the reduction surgery she had in the past.
She explained to me that she had once had debilitating back, shoulder and neck pain because of unusually large breasts.
She told me what size they had been, but I don’t recall, nearly thirty years later. It was some unbelievable letter, (like a “G”, or maybe “H”?).
She was now a “DD”, and the delighted smile on her face told the whole story…
She was trying to show me that, although breasts are nice, for a number of reasons, be careful what you wish for.
I felt that I was in no danger, as my three sisters were two A-cups and one B. I was right, thank Goddess.
You are brave and strong. I find your story inspiring. Thank you ❤️🙏🏼.
--weezi--💖🙏🏼💜🙏