Hahaha! Love it! Thank you Julia!

After being a call girl in the 90s, I didn’t have any kind of sex, with anyone, for twenty years.

I let, finally, against my better judgement, one forty year old, then a few months later, a 43 year old, “have their way” with me. And that’s all it was. They all seemed to be acting out scenes from a porno video.

I was “seduced”(🙄) by a very confident, assertive, gym-junkie, around 50 years old. He did have a beautiful, smooth skinned, perfectly muscled body. He was, predictably, possessed of an outrageously enormous ego, as well. Add a, not immense, but definitely larger than average, penis, and the recipe was completed. One toxically masculine, possessive, controlling, asshole, in the first degree, sure of his superiority and right to dominate…

I broke up with him by text, afraid of his reaction. It was only delayed for a week. He came back the next Saturday morning and woke me up, early and fully awakened me by raping me. What was that? “Revenge Rape?”

Of course, from years of experience, I wasn’t foolish enough to try to fight a big, hulking muscle-head…I mean, if I didn’t fight, the only “weapon” he had was his fabulous 🙄 peepee…it wasn’t that much bigger than average…

I’ve only tried an actual date, from a dating site, once.

The old fat, fart showed up at least 100 pounds heavier than advertised,(“average”), with a bulbous nose, covered with exploded veins, as was his whole face.. I mentioned that I don’t drink at all. He said, “I don’t drink, much, anymore…”(yeah, right).

We went for coffee. He brought me home. I said thank you and tried to get out of the car…good thing I’m over 60. The enormous arm pulling me over to him, and the sight of that nightmare face, thin lips open in a circle, the little red tongue trying to stick out and wriggle…. that could give a younger, less experienced woman nightmares, probably requiring professional help…

Oh well…it’s not like there’s an urgent desire for sex anymore…maybe I’ll meet a lonely old woman…..🤔

Thanks again Julia. I always enjoy your writing. ♥️🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

PS: I was an avid water-skier in my youth and have played tennis all of my life. I can’t do more than some simple exercises at home, now, and walk as per doctor’s orders, osteoporosis 🙄. Keep being you. I think that you are fabulous!