Asked of me on Quora, 20 September, 2021

“I want to ruin myself, then rebuild from ruin, then I want to ruin it again. I am kind of addicted with this pain and the feeling of "just healed". Am i ok?”

A good life is a balance, a balance in everything.It’s difficult, at first, for a number of years, until it begins to become more automatic.
Not having the patience and determination to learn to balance, to learn to “juggle many balls at once", you set yourself up…